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Iām really sick and tired of seeing people reduce nolan down to:
1. Heās actually hitler, heās a racist and sexist and hates every minority + viltrum is magakkk /srs
2. Heās an UwU wife guy babygirl guys!! He said he misses his wife so this clears him of all bad heās done !!
All of you are wrong and Iām taking him away from everyone until yāall learn how to do media literacy correctly, you people treat nolan the way you should fucking treat homelander the actual canon racist and sexist pig! some of you r even deluded enough to think they would be homeboys ! NO
#also everyone saying heās racist (viltrum doesnāt even have the concept of race in their canon)#and I mean race in the way humans do in discrimination by skin color amongst their own kind#reduce debbie AND mark down to just being asian soooooo idk chat#and everyone who says heās just and uwu babygirl are wrong#u think just bc he looked cute or attractive when he was all mopey sad suicidal does not mean he is absolved of his fucking crimes fuck yall#And I say this as someone who loves his character IVE BEEN HERE FOR OVER 3 YEARS IVE READ THE COMICS 7 TIMES WATCHED THE SHOW EVEN MORE#FUCK YALL!!#also if u argue with me under this post Iām whacking you with a block u can eat my whole ass sorry!#nolan grayson#omniman#invincible#debbie grayson#mark grayson#catch all these fucking strays#if the shoe fits wear it and stick it up your ass#text post#cris rant
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiuraš (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hoursā¼ļø#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me š#lotus draws
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The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.
The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma heās just constantly reliving it. He canāt escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.
He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.
Atsushi doesnāt even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.
If Lucy hadnāt had her whole āyouāve never suffered the way I haveā spiel then I doubt even the audience wouldāve gotten to find out about his scars
If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that heās been hallucinating.
In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that itās clear he wouldnāt have told her that unless she had asked.
In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.
And the thing is there are scenes that implies the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand whatās wrong with him.
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Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesnāt. Just because we see into Atsushiās mind doesnāt mean the other characters know whatās going on in there.
#bsd#atsushi nakajima#bsd atsushi#nakajima atsushi#idk#on the floor wallowing in pain as we speak#bungou stray dogs#tagging is hard and iām lazy#I love the Atsushi trauma dumping for no reason headcanon too#but I have to complain about it not being canon accurate#just donāt put it in fanfiction ok thatās all I ask#Guys let atsushi be painstakingly vague about his past in peace stop ruining it#atsushi#Atsushi hated pain#but pain had been an intimate- dies#anybody have fanfic recs with this concept or do I have to write them myself#idk guys youāll just never catch me writing anything where the other characters truly understand Atsushi#sorry#Kunikida will never be written to know what the fuck is wrong with him for as long as I live#He just gives up#at some point
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IM SO IN LOVE WITH VAMPIRES!! and boy do i love THE SUCKENING!! VERY excited to see the misadventures of sad wet cat, sharp angry cat, and the COOLEST cat i ever did see
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#some of these were drawn with MOUSE and others were made with my COOL NEW TABLET OOOOHYEAH!!#I JUST FINISHED EP 3 AND OOOHHH MY GGOD. OHHH MY GOOOODD IM IN LOVE WITH EACH OF THESE CHARACTERS#LIKE ARTHUR OH MMY GOOODD ARTHUR FUCKIN BENNEEETTT#SO CONFIDENT SO COOL I FUCKIN LOVE THOSE JUST. UNBREAKABLY CONSTANTLY STOIC CHARACTERS#HIS LIKE CATCH PHRASE. HIS TO-THE-FUCKING-POINT BEHAVIOR#HES LIke a hard candy with TRAGIC GOO TRAPPED INSIIDEEE he is a mollusk to me and i wanna break opEN THAT SHHHEELLL BABYYYY#AND SPEAKIN OF SHELLLSS emizel oh mmy god little guy#i KNOW hes softer than he lets on. and yet i wanna see him bite and attack more people and set things ablaze#i wanna fund his research. and by research i mean arson#AND OOHH SHILLOOO lil prince shilo hes my small baby boy whos okay with death as long as he doesnt have to see#THERES SOMETHING RRRROTTEN AT THE CORE OF THIS BEAUTIFUL APPLE PIE#AND I CANT WWWAIT TO SEE WHAT COMES OF IT#ALSO FUNFACT!! im tryin to make emizel n shilo look more similar#so if u CLOSELY LOOK u will see that their hair is similar. noses n face shapes are the same. they have Heart shapes in their bangs#also unrelated but im a lil in love with deacon keller.... i just rly like cowboys.... like i just think hes neat.... yeehaww#I ALSO LOVE KITTIEESSS ALL THE LIL KITTY SOUNDS IN THIS SHOW ARE SO CUTE...#i heard 'gray cat with round orange eyes' n immediately thought of tama from jjba. yknow the stray cat? dies and becomes magic plant?yeaaaa#cant wait for more. ill scream abt what happened in ffUUUCUKKIGNG EPSIODE 3 LATER BC OH MMY GGOOODDDD!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!
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Can we talk about how fcked up Charles can be sometimes? Can we talk about how Charles can sometimes be actually scary as a person? Like he can legit be nefarious sometimes, but those moments are not as talked about as Erik's warcrimes (aside from the holocaust visions from TAS)
girlfriend i promise we're all very aware about how wack charles xavier can be and i assure you his nefarious moments are talked plenty from what i run into. like outside of this inbox most times you breathe charles' name to someone they'll be prepared to start swinging
#snap chats#its kinda funny tho. like out of all the charas ive fave'd over the years its funny how charles incites the most violence#and i get it i aint sayin it unfounded !!! just funny alright i stand with my problematic wife and all his wrongdoings. sometimes.#six decades of writers and writing decisions will lead to a lot of Girl What decisions#like marvel ruins. where charles is president. sorry girls im bringing it up if we wanna talk bout Fucked Up Charles#i mean those issues arent really. good. not just cause its grotesquely dark I Can Enjoy Dark And Gruesome Themes#the art's also hauntingly beautiful to look at its sad it's attached to such a nothing series. theres no real story ..#like i doint MIND dark or morally-dubious charles im a fan of it even when its done right or interesting#but thats where marvel ruins fumbles It Doesnt Do Anything Interesting with a morally corrupt charles#it just goes 'yeah hes fucked up and does terrible things now' like ok and .......... wheres the rest of the sauce ...#a less Gruesomely Fucked decision comparatively charles did was plant a virus on david because he didnt trust him Not to fuck things up#he regrets it like five seconds later after he realized How Fucked Up That Was but still ... charles ... im going to chokeslam you...#back to the main topic tho. its very funny because charles be catching strays on xmen twitter too#and i mean The Sincerest Of Strays tho i guess if you try Any xmen topic can go back to charles#but the post'll be bout an entirely different bloke or lass and theyll be wishing ill will on cue ball like girl he aint even HERE#anyway. yeah charles' imperfections is what makes him really interesting. to me. thank you#now for my next post to be an awkward juxtaposition to this one unless someone ones to throw in an ask last minute#and i mean very last minute i think i have all the tags typed up ont he other one vjeLKEJA
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I just think that you arenāt as āprogressive,ā or whatever you think you are if you canāt talk about American imperialism and fascism without being weird about black Americans, man. Youāve already lost the plot.
#and our role in America as a whole#period#itās just crazy to see this topic be streamrolled like this and a lot of whites and nbs#well#you could just tell that they were waiting for the opportunity to be antiblack af behind a wall of words#fyi: just because you donāt outright call us slurs doesnāt mean that you arenāt being antiblack lol#and sm of you losers are still defending that kr girl who deactivated even tho she was up here calling black ppl chimpanzees but somehow#black ppl are evil or whatever#her initial post wouldnāt have even been that bad if it didnāt turn into that a weird rant about black play ppl#like itās obvious that BP have participated in the military as well. No one said that they fucking havenāt#but itās insane to randomly single out black ppl when you have your fellow Asian Americans and other nbs being just as ready to die for the#United states lmfao#like get over yourself bro#like black ppl stay catching strays we already know you guys hate us#the post wouldāve been better if she just called us niggers right off the bat instead of sugarcoating her bullshit#white people jumping into the convo is always weird but they always have the audacity#apparently all this started over some Asian saying that they make the best fried chicken and itās part of their culture until a black#person said that that was definitely not true and that itās ours lmfao#Anything sets these ppl off bro just as a black person opens up their mouths#rambling
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After years of wanting one, but not being able to justify the price tag, I finally treated myself to a PS5. It's been an incredibly rewarding weekend getting to play Spiderman 2 for hours upon hours and not have to worry about work for a while. It's been a stressful year, especially these last few weeks, and I still have a ton of stuff to get done before our winter break, so this was a much needed respite to relax and recharge for the next couple weeks.
#between black friday deals and extra discover cashback#i just couldnt resist#i got the console and the 2 games i really wanted#after 3 pretty full days of play#im 80 percent through spiderman 2#probably wont play again till the weekend#need to catch up on shows after work#im hoping once were on break from work i can start ratchet and clank rift apart#ill have 2 weeks off so i can play as much as i want then!#oh and even the preloaded tutorial game is pretty fun!#i can finish that too#and even though i have all the uncharted games for ps4 im considering getting the remaster pack of 4 and lost legacy#mainly cause i really love the ps5 controler and i kinda want to be able to replay them with it#ill have to look up reviews to see if its worth it#ok im rambling too much#if youve made it this far an have any ps5 game recs i would appreciate it!#im a low effort player lol so i like to have easy/super easy modes#no racing or shooting (unless its an uncharted style game)#i just have awful coordination and cant aim or drive for shit lol#also no scary stuff like last of us#i dont care how good the story is i cannot look at something thag dark for that long#(i also adored Stray but fuck if that sewer level didnt almost kill me)
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I"m well aware why Hojo's hated in the FF7 fandom, like I GET IT OKAY?? And I can understand when people make fanfics or works about him getting killed in awful ways.
But it really annoys me when they have this OOC depiction of what he does?? Like does that make sense?? No, Hojo doesn't bring pain to your characters just to bring pain. He brings pain in the name of SCIENCE. I thought this was obvious???
What he does isn't to spite your fav but to learn and understand the world through science. He lives for himself and science. His willing to throw his emotions and emphathy for science. Whoever gets hit gets hit.
And thats the whole reason we even got Sephiroth and SOLDIER. And why Hojo didn't straight up kill Zack and Cloud but instead experimented on them?? Again for science. Or maybe for Sephiroth
Cause if it was me and the kid that I kinda raised, my whole pride and joy, was killed by a bunch of unknowns I'd literally torture these cunts and kill em. No experiment needed. Not even gonna let them sit in a mako tank thats for sure
So I can't understand why yall make him do these OOC shit when it clearly doesn't do shit for him.
*Also imagine being called a second rate scientist when your ass literally spent years studying science, practically dedicated too it because you don't know what else too be. Only too be constantly overshadowed by an older scientist who can't dedicate himself for shit. As a former STEM student I'd probably turn evil too ngl.
#dirge of cerberus#that game? fuck that game making my pookie all OOC#professor hojo#final fantasy vii#my woke ass propaganda#sephiroth#Professor Gast catching strays ong
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hilarious fallout in the replies/qrts of a proposed pld -> nurse trade. the usual armchair gm games except everyones playign hot potato with their wretched teams underperforming salary drains.no one wants them and i think thats beautiful <3 BUT my favourite part is how all the usual pld haters are coming out of the woodwork to begrudgingly be like . well. at least OUR failhorse has performed in the past and is slightly cheaper!!!
#thatās RIGHT !!! remain humble kingstwt!!! it could ALWAYS be worse#peace and love oil moots. sorry that your guy is catching strays i truly know fuck all about him#sorry. hi. itās been a few days since i posted about my ultimate disasterwife#regular reminder that i do in fact have immaculate taste in media scapegoats#puckposting#pierre luc dubois
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itās stand on business oāclock, cz i know yāall sick gw*les & p*nkflower shippers + delulu gwen stans aināt try to run my girl bree (@breeandhermunches) off her blogā¦ you got me all the way fucked up and ima tag this in ALL the categories. you canāt do anything about it š¤£ if youāre upset, then scroll ho. if you know iām not talking about you, then have a great day! š«¶ if the shoe fits, then wear it.
iām getting disrespectful. ima return the energy you hoes dished out n you better take it like some mf champs. yāall wanted to fuck around so now you gotta hear my mouth and find out. read it ān weep. clearing you bitches gives me life.
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such a shame weāre back here, but yāall are mad, mad miserable. like, iāve never seen a fandom so chronically online. are you even trying to mask the fact that you rarely step outside anymoreā¦? š¬
let me making it so very clear why iām making this post in the first place, bc yāall seem to struggle with my main concerns never clicking in your heads.
yāall have the time to sit in somebodyās inbox and complain about their hatred towards fictional ships, meanwhile the people yāall complain about stay on their pages and mind their business? š¤Ø those people being US. ion recall none of us going directly to YOUR pages to hate on punkflower and gwiles. if we hate, itās on our pages. i donāt go looking for a mf fight, thatās mad childish. yāall were riding breeās dick like crazy. at this point, her hate for gwiles must keep yāall up at night. talk to a therapist about that. itās not healthy. iām gna address ALL the bs yāall be on.
so now that you know why iām posting this, let me set few things straight for yāall.
ādonāt use the ship tag to hate! š¤¬š¤¬ā the day you copyright and trademark the tag, present me with an official ātumblr etiquetteā rule book or, show me proof that you own tumblr is the day iāll stop. ima do wtv i want whenever i want, please get that thru ya hollow ass heads. yāall arenāt entitled to anything. not respect, not no damn ācommon courtesy,ā ESPECIALLY not over dysfunctional ships/fictional characters š¤£ i donāt owe you SHIT.
some of were yāall tryna go back and forth with me at the grown ass age of TWENTY. over GWILES. a sixteen yr old vs a twenty yr old, see your life šš itās truly alarming. go get employed. if you alr are, then call your manager and pick up some more shifts bc you clearly aināt doing enough. if college graduation rates begin to decline, i know exactly who to come to. everythingās going up and even tho you should be standing on some mf business so you can afford the cost of living, youāre arguing with teenagers online instead. a lot of you have too much free time.
āyou posted this publicly under the tag, you canāt expect people not to want to argueā yes i can! block me and scroll. we donāt have to argue. i donāt remember starting an argument? i was never on your pages. i only reblog shit when it appears on my dash. like i said, iām not searching far n wide for no damn fight. š¤·āāļø nobody told yāall to bitch, whine, and reblog mine or breeās shit. your issue is that you have no self control. you donāt know when to hold yourself tf back, so you feel obligated to reply. god forbid someone has a differing opinion. my post was never even about the flaws in miles and gwenās relationship. i was talking about how it is disappointing to see milesā story be reduced to a love story. unfortunately, yāall forgot to put your glasses on beforehand and read āi hate gwiles.ā yes, i hate gwiles!!! but that was not the point of my post. yāall are either illiterate or trying to let off some serious steam. iām not having any of it. maybe yāall are upset i called you delusional, but youāve effortlessly proven my point.
this is the internet. you have the tools to avoid seeing what me n bree hv to say, so why are you throwing a tantrum like a goddamn child instead of utilizing them?? youāre not special. the world doesnāt revolve around you and what you want. people are dying n youāre worried about a hate post under a ship tag?? mind you, that was the one and only āhate postā iāve EVER put under that fuckass tag š bree will make one post about gwiles, and yāall are the ones whoāll drag it out, then call her āobsessed.āweāre doomed bc yāall are doomed.
the white mfs complaining ab the term āsnow bunnyāā¦ jesus š¤¦āāļø ts didnāt even mean what you think it meant in the first place. it was originally used to refer to female skiers. some of yāall swear up, down, n all around that being āracistā to white people is the same as racism towards black people, and itās not. letās use āsnow bunnyā and the n-word as examples:
snow bunny had an alternative use before it was used to refer to white people. thereās no significant history behind it at all, unless you count tiktok as history. the n word has always been the n word. itās always been derogatory, and anyone will a brain would know itās mad history behind the word. it roots in deep hatred. people continue to use this word to belittle those who are black, or use it lightly around their friends nd behind closed doors as if itās a common cuss word. yāallās experiences with āracismā are nowhere near comparable to the experiences black people have BEEN facing and will be facing for fucking ever. white people have and always will be seen as the superior race, therefore, you face minimal to no āracismā outside of the internet, and iād do anything to be able to say that. donāt even @ me talking about āš„¹š„¹ that doesnāt make racism against white people okaāā i donāt care. at all. drink some water. youāll be fine.
āyou guys hate women!!!ā āyāall hate gwen bc sheās white!!ā like, you sound so fkn dumb nd all i can do is sit and stare at you.
me nd bree are black girls. people from EVERY race and EVERY ethnicity hate black people and EVERYONE hates black girls. hell, not even black men like us. why on godās green mf earth would we ever want sb else to feel that way??
yk what yāall need to do? yāall need to quit whining and accept the fact that bree doesnāt like gwen because of what she did to miles. itās as simple as that. stop trying to complicate things bc you so desperately want to deem her and other people who hate gwen āracistsā or āmisogynists.ā no. i fw gwen heavy, nd me and bree are able to coexist bc neither of us are fucking delusional and regularly touch grass ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½āāļø same thing with all my other mutuals.
meanwhile, you hoes get your panties in a twist when sb calls gwen a snow bunny as if sheās a sentient being whoās going to cry over ts, like, no. your feelings are hurt? take a fucking walk! nobody has to like her.
and punkflower, oh my god š iāve never been homophobic and i never will be. iām literally queer. iām not about that friendly fire before yāall try and call me homophobic. my thing is, if hobie was originally supposed to be a nineteen year old, n now his age is unconfirmed, why in the hell would we go and age him down to sixteen?? all yāall wna do is ship that man with miles or write smut about him. some of yāall wanna do both!! you change his age when itās convenient to you. if you donāt see an issue with that, then i canāt help you. youāre weird. until i hear otherwise from one of the directors, heās 19.
ghostflower or gwiles š the reason y yāall are sobbing or wtv. i thought yāall were exaggerating when you said gwiles was your religion, but itās looking like i was very incorrect. real talk, ion like that fuckass ship. i donāt have to and neither does anybody else. just like you lames do with gwen, you dig deep in your ass for every problematic reason possible. āyou have a racial bias!!!ā āyou hate interracial relationships!!ā the fuck?? š do you cunts read what you write before you post it?? ātheyāre more obsessed with gwiles than we areā āthey must be in love with ghostflower & gwenā
ā¦huh? covid really set some of yāall back tremendously because it seems a concerning amount of you lack critical thinking skills. in reality, just like hating gwen, the reason we dislike gwen and miles together is SO very simple. it all boils down to the fact that gwen did miles dirt. and iāve made a separate post, iāve talked about why they would never work imo. when i present yāall with my logical reasoning, you dgaf! so the only thing you can do now is shut the hell up, unclench, and cope. since you wna get in your feelings bout it, fuck gwiles, n fuck you too.
yāall even got some of your own people agreeing w me, props to yāall btw š itās never you iām talking about.
i hate that yāall made it this deep bc it didnāt need to be. this is a fucking movie. none of this is real, yet you continue to harass me and bree like we murdered your immediate + extended family + the family dog that had cancer. i find myself hoping that one day yāall will realize how dumb you sound, but then i remember some of you niggas are already grown, so itās looking quite improbable.
and also, donāt b up in my reblogs chattinā it up about shit iāve explicitly stated that idc about. i wonāt repeat myself because you canāt read. if this post hasnāt shown you i donāt give even half of a fuck about you or your feelings regarding ANYTHING at this point in time, then i donāt really know what will š¤·āāļø
if i made you mad, go ahead nd suck it up fa me. we wonāt be going toe to toe and debating on MY blog because youāll be actively wasting your own time, as i am not willing to hear anyone out. itās been that way from the start and it wonāt change. if you send an anon message or any type of inbox w some bs then itāll sit there until the end of time or be swiftly deleted. if you reblog this post trying to invalidate anything i just addressed, i wonāt even give you the time of day, bc i said everything that needed to said. i was very articulate and extremely clear. know that i canāt and wonāt be swayed in the slightest. weād just go back and forth until you decide to shut your mouth or block me. so block me now. ian the one.
if you donāt get it, then you donāt fucking get it, but what yāall arenāt gna do is treat people the way yāall were treating bree just because she hates two ships + gwen stacy. you complain about how the fandom sucks like youāre not the same people who make being in fandoms in unenjoyable.
you usually have to go to a therapist and pay for reality checks. luckily for yāall, i gave you one for free! you needed to be humbled and i happily did the humbling. lil piece of advice: stop trying to force people to gaf if they clearly do not. block and move on with your life. you gon get tired one day. leave me, bree, n anyone else you bother tf alone. spend your energy trying to change peopleās minds on REAL ISSUES that actually matter, not fucking spider-man.
whew, ANYWAYā¦ i hope i never have to speak bout this again. act right in the near future n i wonāt have to āinvade your tagsā with long paragraphs in which i set you fools straight, thank yewww! š«¶
god bless!! š
#ash spills š#fuck all of yāall#you need help#itās no etiquette with me baby#it should never be this serious#weirdos who get no vitamin d#yāall all gon catch these strays today#sb had to humble yall#stand on business š¼#asap#anti gwiles#gwiles#anti atsv atp#anti punkflower#ghostflower#punkflower#miles morales#gwen stacy#hobie brown#atsv#spiderverse#itsv#gwen x miles#spiderman#spider-man#get a hobby bc over analyzing every gwiles scene doesnāt count#and btw this is why nobody likes yāall#hope u find peace of mind tho
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Welp, I can safely say that October and Halloween have been ruined for me. I envy everyone who can actually look forward to the festivities because my heart is just not in it this year :/
#vent#it's been a shitty month and I'm not looking forward to the future#we still have stray cats we need to catch#work is kind of a shitshow and the encroaching holiday rush is not helping#my friend has been in the hospital on a ventilator for days and i still don't know what exactly is wrong with him besides fluid in his lungs#(he's gonna be okay but I'm still worried sick)#the election is looming and I can't even begin to think about the future of our country right now#and just to top it all off i got a jury summons#I'm just waiting to get in a car accident or get covid or get screamed at by a customer#it's been the type of shitty month that makes me wish i could just stop existing for awhile#I've been going between longing for a nice day trip into nature to reset and just straight up wanting to die#and i get that most of this doesn't sound that bad but with my GAD and social anxiety on top of my depression it's all too much#the worst part is this guilt complex that's been eating at me#I'm convinced I'm a bad evil person who should die horribly and it's hard to recover from that when it's constantly playing in my head#I will never ever be good enough and it fucking hurts#it doesn't matter what sort of evidence there is otherwise#somehow someway my brain will convince me that it's fake and that I'm horrible and should kill myself#all i can do these days is play video games and try not to think about anything
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atsushi: āisnāt the idea supposed to be you saved my life so now i owe you a debt?ā
dazai: ānope!! other way aroundā¦. you saved my life so now iām entangling you in it! if both god and myself wanting me deadā¦. now itās your turn to find out why!!ā
atsushi *facepalm of regret*
#iām so unready for the new chapter let alone the new season#you might catch me pulling a dazai depending on how things play out next month#/j for legal reasons#bsd#bsd incorrect quotes#if twt is heāll tumblr is purgatory#bsd dazai#bsd atsushi#bsd season 1#throwback to the first season (i hardly remember it)#bungo stray dogs#bsd anime#if you see a trench coat floating in the river and youāre unwilling to feed fuck or finance him you oughta just keep going#atsushi did not sign up for all this#hugs for atsushi#:):
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bro wants me to give him the sloppiest turbo spin cycle pre rinse wash and repeat top that has ever been known to mankind ill set a world record if necessaryā¦ā¦.,,.,,..,,,,ā¦.
#he wants me in the hospital jaw wired shut left to drink pasta smoothies after bc of how bad imma sprain that shit#those glasses ??? the backwards snapback ??????????#fucking kick me in throat itāll actually hurt less like#also i donāt wanna talk about his hand but i am also asking desperately how much for that necklace#hahahahhhahahhahhhhhahHHSHDHAHHHHAHAHHAHHHHAHH#i think i might#actually be losing it#i hate irl men so fucking bad bc ur telling me imma have to settle for a mf#who doesnāt have a CRUMBST of what this manās got goin on#like iām actually in deep physical pain rn and itās EMBARRASSING#chose this man w my pussy all of two days into getting into skz#what a fucking joke when i was thinkin like hyunjin was gonna be my bias#who do i think i AM#i need him not even biblically but in a far more devious and maybe even downright despicable way.#christopher bang when i catch u whEN I FUCKING CATCHU MANN#ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..who am i rn#ā stray kids#ā bang chan
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damn i kinda hate tumblr rn. can queer ppl stop being horrifically mean to other queer ppl for no fucking reason. ur not funny ur just mean
#especially cause most of the time it feels like it's just ppl catching strays while ur complaining abt something real#being an ace transfem on this site already feels like this cause apparently we're the favorite punching bag of this queer ācommunityā#where rape victims who can't turn their trauma into a sex drive and be āfreakyā are tossed under the bus constantly for a laugh#but every other post complaining abt actual terf shit or whatever has to randomly include jabs at ppl who are just living their lives who#said 1 silly thing op finds unbelievably annoying#and it's just. why#i get that the world sucks and sometimes ur too angry to process what ur saying but u need to recognize ur hurling bricks at the ppl#who are right beside you on all of this shit for literally no reason other than to lash out#and that's not fucking healthy#im not saying don't be angry im saying u don't actually get to use those legitimate feelings as an excuse to hurt others#especially others who have it just as bad as you and are not doing shit to u
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This may be a good and normal thing but I have absolutely zero regrets about having purchased the laptop last night. Like all day yesterday and even as I was buying I was going oh god should I should I not but now Iām not even having second thoughts about the huge display lmao
#SO FUCKING GLAD that I actually did some extra research rather than just going meh the one I looked at before is probably better#I think it was a SIGN that I got paid a little early for the monthās work and then like the day after the laptop I bought went on sale#(Didnāt actually pay immediately so I didnāt USE any of that money but that is besides the point)#Only with the reservation of manā¦ itās bigā¦ and heavyā¦ and REALLY huge and thatās badā¦#I HAD deep down been going āman if only there was a bigger laptop with the same specs as the one I wanna buyā#And then!!! This baby pops up!! With a big display and BETTER specs!!!!!!!!#Cannot begin to express my excitement at playing Real People Games like that hasnāt even been a POSSIBILITY#Stray is at the top of my list right next to ranch of rivershine#And also probably Elden Ring that shit looks NEAT#(Also yes there is a catch and a reason this one is cheaper even though itās better! The one I was planning on getting had an OLED display#This oneās just a normal good old LCD display. But in all honesty that is ABSOLUTELY a sacrifice Iām willing to make lol)#z talks#not horse game#Also the fact itās not currently in stock so Iāll be waiting almost 3 weeks for it also very much feels like a good thing#Like. I have a Date on which I can expect to Receive It. And that means I have a very set time frame for the stuff I want to do to prepare#(mainly organise my cloud storage to make sure everythingās where it should be)#(but thatās a bigger problem than it might sound like because I have a LOT of files)
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imagine being 50 years old with a toddlerā¦ could NOT be meā¦
(of course this isnāt saying that people who have kids later in life are weird or evil or anything. i just weep at the thought of starting all that shit when your life is probably already stable and calmā¦ yikesā¦)
#yo it's d :)#i was thinking about someone i know irl but honestly this is actually#my emotional support geezer#heās catching all the smoke/strays today. like. okay i know that realistically 47 is not old#but it does feel like youāre just starting your whole life over????#why would you do that fr. the older you are when your child is born thereās a higher chance youāll die while theyāre still really young#thatās fucked up!!!! plus idk. it reeks of midlife crisis . (/j)#that mf had a midlife crisis .#who is āthat mfā? manfred. but yk i canāt say the irl person didnāt either. idk š¤·āāļø!!#anyway mortality is too crazy of a concept and too real for me to imagine having any babies after 45.#especially if you already have older kids who are adults or nearing adulthood!!! a new baby is crazy!!!#this has given me a fic idea thoughā¦
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